As we reflect on Syria’s last fifty-three years under the Assad regime and look to the future of the country in the aftermath of it’s fall, Mizna shares two poems from Syrian poet Banah Ghadbian which speak on past moments of joy and present moments of confrontation and reconciliation.
—Layla Faraj, editorial assistant
I look at the photograph of banat ishreh, the
secret oud circle my city grandmother held
while my country grandmother tilled the earth
and think “is this me?” Two unseen,
invisible rivers in time reverse, spin
me to into alleyways and low hanging grapevines
in courtyards, where friends smoke clove cigarettes
kiss pomegranates and suck them open
play tableh, fry loqmet al qadi,
drink sweet cold karkadeh in the summer
by the stone fountain
I transport to the wet, red clay
of the field where a village of women
press seeds into earth
with the power of their holy palms
and recite “grow, grow, grow.”
I peer into the dark eyes of a
woman in the photograph and I know, in my
heart, her hair smells of jasmines
* Nihad Sirees’s wrote and researched about banat ‘ishreh — women in Aleppo who had intense relationships with each other and who met in music circles where they danced, sang, and socialized.
in the Temple of Jupiter,
a young child slips
his fingers into my bag
& steals a wad of money
while I translate for two
released prisoners from Sednaya
doing a street interview with a foreigner.
The prisoners’ eyes hurt from seeing sunlight
for the first time in seven years. My English
is simple & my Arabic is bulky. The gods
stand as judges & interpret
the situation. The child runs away,
money in hand, & I am not angry,
standing in a house of grief.
“The ancient harps of the
temple strike the beat
of a sorrowful song.”
Later, a man brings meals
to the square for the swarm of
hungry children & in a terrifying
haze, fourteen people
are trampled. The city is
filled with blood.
Dr. Banah el Ghadbanah teaches Comparative Women’s Studies at Spelman College. They are the author of La Syrena: Visions of a Syrian Mermaid from Space, which the Independent Book Review called one of the best books of 2023. They are published in Afghan Punk Magazine, Poetry Northwest, the Women’s Review of Books, and more.